Parasitic Perplexity
G. L. Dartt


          Waiting for the delegation from Wikira Prime to arrive, Janeway took a final glance around the transporter room to make sure Millennium's senior staff was properly turned out. She wasn’t sure why the Wakardi had requested that all the ship’s senior officers be present during this initial conference, but supposed it was to be expected. Most cultures, particularly those new to interstellar space exploration, expected their negotiations to be important enough to warrant the highest ranks. Humans had probably been the same when they first ventured into space, even with the moderating influence of the Vulcans. Though the captain of a Federation starship from a quadrant away, Janeway was authorized to open the negotiations on behalf of the dominant governing body in this region of space. Facilitating this was the presence of Minister Jiidan of the Confederacy Council, who had come along as an observer. A short, fuzzy, vaguely ursine being, he had added a jeweled green sash to his regular outfit that showed up vividly against his golden pelt.

          Not far from him, Commander Kelly stood at attention, her dress whites making her look rather distinguished, something Janeway wasn’t used to seeing in her problematic exec. Standing next to her, Ro Laren, the ship’s security chief and first officer in all but name to Janeway, spoke quietly with her two-person security team, making a last minute check of their readiness.

Slouching against one corner of the transporter console, Dr. Pulaski folded her arms over her chest and looked simultaneously bored and annoyed at being required to attend the diplomatic conference. Behind the console, B’Elanna focused on her task, waiting on the word to activate the transporter controls, while beside her, the ship’s chief science officer peered over her shoulder, undoubtedly...and probably deliberately...annoying the volatile Klingon as Seven offered some last minute advice on the best way to perform the upcoming transport.

Janeway’s eyes lingered on Seven of Nine with deep pleasure, thoroughly enjoying the sight of the cool blonde in her full dress whites. She quite looked forward to returning to their quarters once the diplomatic amenities were over so she could remove Seven's uniform in as sensual a manner as possible. Of course, the rough patch they had gone through probably exacerbated how much she wanted and needed her beloved spouse. Janeway felt a clench in the pit of her stomach at the reminder of that dark time.

“Captain, we’re being hailed,” B’Elanna said, interrupting Janeway’s wayward thoughts. “The delegation is prepared to beam up.”

“Do it.” Janeway straightened her shoulders beneath the white tunic trimmed with gold and turned to face the transporter dais. Her senior officers took up position on either side of their captain in the standard greeting formation. As Kelly stood immediately to her right, Janeway could feel Seven move to her left, so aware of her presence that she didn't have to look. Ro remained somewhat apart from the group, standing off to the side, and watching closely as a hum filled the air and sparkles appeared before coalescing into five individual figures.

The Wakardi were a humanoid species in the sense that they boasted the usual number of arms and legs and recognizable sense organs in the appropriate place on their faces.  Distinctive ridges radiated from each corner of their temples and swept upward on a gradual incline to meet at the back of their heads.  Hair grew from beneath these dual ridges, falling to their shoulders, in varying shades of red, brown or blue as per individual, but leaving smooth domed skulls that gleamed faintly in the overhead illumination.  Their eyes were wide and evenly spaced, vibrant yellows and browns with large black pupils that left little white to rim them. Dressed in finely woven tunics and trousers, they all possessed long capes that flowed gracefully around their slender forms, the high collars framing their intellectual features.

Two were female, including the central being who carried a large, ornate wooden box. She handed it to the male beside her and stepped forward, bowing slightly to the group awaiting them.

“Greetings to you all.”  Her tone was low and laced with musical intonations. A pleasant, well modulated voice, Janeway determined, crucial to a female in her position as head of the delegation.  “I am Speaker Heirra, lead member of the Wakardi.”

Janeway stepped forward and also bowed slightly, matching the mannerism offered.  “I am Captain Kathryn Janeway of the Federation starship Millennium.”  She turned and as if on cue, Jiidan moved forward. Despite his cute and cuddly appearance, he was an experienced and formidable diplomat. “This is Minister Jiidan of the Confederacy.”

“We welcome you to our hearth,” he said in his somewhat squeaky tone.  Janeway resisted an urge to smile. The Soularri undoubtedly appeared quite unthreatening to the Wakardi…a very useful advantage to the technologically advanced species that were the true powerbrokers in the United Confederation despite the presence of other, more physically imposing races.

“We know of the Confederacy,” Heirra responded graciously, bowing to Jiidan. “We are very interested in discussing future ties with your government.”  She looked around with a somewhat evaluating expression. “Is this your entire senior staff, Captain Janeway?”

Janeway felt a small fissure of something resonate through her, though she wasn’t sure what or why. Too often, alien body language and intonation inspired instinctive emotions from Humans that could easily be misconstrued and thus, held no place in a diplomatic exchange. Still, she exchanged a glance with Ro, relieved when she saw that the security chief had also noticed it, confirming it with a slight nod to the captain. Confident that she could leave whatever it was with Ro, Janeway refocused her attention on the delegation.

“May I present my first officer, Kiara Kelly.”  Kelly inclined her head respectfully. “Beside her is our Chief Medical Officer, Dr. Kate Pulaski, and on my other side is the head of our science department, Lt. Annika Hansen.”  Seven’s ocular implant lifted slightly as she dipped her head in acknowledgment of the introduction.  “At the transporter controls is my chief engineer, Commander B’Elanna Torres, and finally, our chief of security, Commander Ro Laren.”  She didn’t acknowledge the two security guards, D’vor and Decker, flanking the door and Heirra affected not to notice them.

“A multi-species crew, Captain, I am most impressed.” Heirra frowned slightly. “Yet, it is an all female command structure?”

Janeway blinked and suddenly realized what it must look like to the Speaker.  “I assure you, we in the Federation and Starfleet hold no gender bias,” she explained with a smile. “I recruited the best officers I could find for my senior staff and in this case, they just happened to be female.”

She didn’t mention that she had no control over Kelly being on Millennium. Besides, she reminded herself firmly, her young exec had been improving steadily in both attitude and competence over the past few months.  It wasn’t her fault that Admiral Nechayev had certain motives in assigning personnel to Starfleet’s most advanced and far ranging deep exploration vessel.

“Believe me, males and females hold equal legal and social power in the Federation, regardless of the cultural dictates of the individual species that belong to it.”

“I am…relieved to hear it, Captain.”  Heirra motioned to her companions. "May I present Berrell, my second.”  Berrel nodded but otherwise did not move. He seemed burdened by the box he was holding that, from appearances, seemed rather heavy...though Heirra had wielded it easily.

“Healer Kaleen is the head of our medical sector.”  Kaleen was smaller than the others and possessed a compassionate demeanor. She inspired trust just from her kindly expression, which Janeway supposed was a useful attribute in a doctor. Not that she was used to it in her own, of course. She shot a look at Pulaski who still looked extremely bored by the whole thing.

“Lestiat is the head of our population services.” Janeway didn’t know what that was but suspected it had something to do with security. He had a bulkier build than the others and wore a more ornate belt. The captain suspected it must contain at least a minimum of protective weaponry; though obviously nothing that set off the subtle sensor scans Janeway knew Ro was conducting.

 “Lastly, may I introduce Trevarti, our most prominent scientist and leading expert in his field of space relations.”

Trevarti bowed deeply, his bright eyes assessing the Starfleet members with what could only be fascination.  Janeway lifted her arm toward the door in invitation. “We have set aside a conference room for your talks with Minister Jiidan.”

“You and your staff will also be attending these initial talks, will you not?”

Janeway thought she heard a slight anxiety behind the question and, once more, wondered at it. “That can be easily arranged,” she said in a reassuring tone, not missing the sour expression on Pulaski’s face. Obviously the doctor had been hoping that her presence would only be required in the initial greeting in the transporter room. Janeway smiled at her cheerfully and motioned toward the door again, just for her.

“Excellent,” Hierra said. “I would like to know more about the Federation, as well the Confederacy, though I’m not entirely sure how such similar yet apparently large and different governing bodies can exist side by side.”

“That’s because we’re not side by side,” Janeway explained smoothly as she led them out into the corridors and to the turbolifts at the end of the corridor. “The Federation is actually in the Alpha Quadrant, a great distance from the Confederacy. Using a transwarp/slipstream form of propulsion, our engines allow Millennium to ’jump’ several thousand lightyears at a time, though any true space exploration must be done at traditional warp speeds. Years ago, a wormhole facilitated our encounter with the Confederacy purely by accident, granting us the known coordinates to make our jump.”  She didn’t add that the wormhole had initially led from the Delta Quadrant, not wanting to get into the whole explanation of USS Voyager and being lost 70,000 light years from home.

“Fascinating, and you have many ships like this?”

Millennium is unique,” Seven spoke up behind them before Janeway could prevent it.  “Though there are others in production, no other vessel in Starfleet currently possess our technology.”

Janeway shot a quelling glance over her shoulder at Seven before managing a smile for Hierra. “Scientific exploration is one of the Federation’s priorities.”

“As is making friends,” Jiidan offered.  “We in the Confederacy welcomed the chance to know and become allied with such diverse beings.”

Hierra focused her attention on him, bending her head as they walked together, falling behind the captain who allowed it.  After all, it was the Confederacy that would become the true ally of Wikira Prime, not the Federation other than by proxy.  She glanced over at Kelly who had been walking on Hierra’s other side.

“What are we offering the Wakardi?” she asked in a low voice.  She had left the arrangements of the conference room to Kelly and hoped she wouldn’t be disappointed. “That seems a substantial gift they’re bringing along.”

Kelly looked back at the box Barrell was lugging, her green eyes narrowing.  “The traditional gifts to a first encounter, Captain, which should be more than sufficient an exchange for whatever they have in mind...provided it’s not extremely extravagant, like one of their firstborn or something.”

Janeway lifted a brow at the attempt at humor; perhaps not in the best taste but still somewhat amusing.  She smiled briefly at Kelly, thinking that it had been an effort for the other woman and she needed to reward it.

The main conference room had been prepared with padds, a glass of water and a small gift at each place setting. At one end, a long counter contained various dishes of finger foods under stasis fields, ready for the delegates when they took time for a break. Janeway directed the Wakardi to the starboard side of the conference table while her crew took the other, backs against the large viewports that looked out onto the green and turquoise planet Millennium was orbiting.  Jiidan settled into his place of prominence at one end of the table, directly opposite to where Janeway sat down. Ro took up a position at the captain’s left shoulder after dispatching her security team to positions outside the door. Behind Janeway and Ro was another counter stacked with various containers holding more gifts and examples of possible trade items for the delegates.

Once everyone had settled and the opening comments were finished, Hierra took the box from Berrell and slid it carefully across the table.  “On behalf of the Wakardi, may we present this small token of appreciation to you, Captain Janeway.”

Janeway felt a certain qualm at the gesture, since it should have really been offered to Jiidan, but she lacked a graceful way to get out of it without potentially embarrassing the Wakardi or humiliating Jiidan by making him look powerless. Glancing at the minister, it seemed to her that he was amused rather than offended. Of course, the Soularri was accustomed to and even liked remaining unobtrusively behind the scenes.  She supposed this was just another example of it.

“Thank you, Speaker,” she said with a warm smile and reached for the box.

Suddenly, she heard a small sound to her right.  Distracted, she turned to look at Ro who had a frown marring her brow, and her dark eyes narrowed dangerously as she looked at the box. Blinking, a little annoyed that she was so easily distracted and hoping the delegation didn’t notice, Janeway once more reached for the box, fingertips just brushing the edge when Ro abruptly shouldered her aside.

Janeway tumbled to the deck, banging her elbow soundly and wringing out a startled curse from her lips. Astonished and dismayed, she looked up to see Ro draw a type-one phaser from some hidden pocket of her dress uniform.

Without hesitation, Ro fired directly at the Wakardi delegation across the table.



          Seven didn’t quite know what was happening, but her response was instantaneous. She leapt to her feet and seized Ro’s arm
in one swift motion, removing the weapon with her other hand. At the same time, almost as if they had planned it, Kelly tackled Ro and threw her against the bulkhead, twisting her arm up behind her back. On the deck, Janeway muttered a startled curse and crawled to her feet amid the sudden chaos that had descended upon the room as Ro’s two security officers burst in through the doors. They were clearly confused and alternated between trying to cover everyone with their phasers and glancing uncertainly at their security chief pinned by the first officer.

“What the hell is going on?” Janeway took a horrified look at the main delegates who were slumped over the table, though, somehow, Trevarti had been missed by Ro’s attack. He was cowering back against the far bulkhead, staring wildly at the Starfleet officers surrounding him.  She bestowed a furious gaze on Ro. “Commander, explain yourself!”

“Don’t open that box, Captain, or you’ll end up just like them.”

While Kelly maintained a grip of steel on Ro, Seven exchanged a glance with Janeway and immediately pulled a tricorder from inside her tunic, scanning the box in question.

“Captain, I am detecting organic material inside.” Seven frowned, troubled by the data she was reading and wondering how it had bypassed the transporter sensors.  “Lifeforms. Six...no seven individual creatures.”

“Captain, take a look at the back of their necks,” Ro said urgently.  Seven was unsure if the hint of strain in her voice was from the hold Kelly had on her or because she desperately needed the captain to believe her.

Janeway’s jaw tightened, but she leaned over and pushed aside the high collar of Heirra’s robe. Seven could hear her breath catch as they all saw the small tube protruding from the base of Heirra’s skull.  “My God.” Janeway straightened, her face tightening into a stone like mask.  “Number One, release Commander Ro. Take these...beings into custody.  And secure that box!”

“Captain Janeway, I must protest!” Trevarti had straightened and offered every indication of being greatly offended.

“I’m sure you must,” Janeway said frostily, “but you see, this isn’t the first time we in the Federation have encountered your species. Specifically, the species currently in control of the bodies of the Wakardi.”  She nodded at Ro who had retrieved the phaser from Seven. “Take them.”

Seven still didn’t understand what was going on but she trusted Janeway implicitly, so she didn’t say anything as Ro and her security team gathered up the delegates, along with the box, and escorted them from the room. Kelly waited until the door had hissed shut behind them before turning to Janeway.

“Captain?”

“Stardate 41775,” Janeway said tightly, resuming her seat at the head of the table.  At the slight nod of her head, the rest also sat down, regarding her with varying degrees of puzzlement and concern.  “Starfleet Headquarters was infiltrated by alien parasites that took over the minds of key senior officers and began to position ships and personnel in preparation for an invasion. Fortunately, the conspiracy was uncovered by Captain Jean Luc Picard of the USS Enterprise and he, along with Commander Riker, were able to burn out the parasites, including a dominate queen that had taken over Dexter Remmick, Admiral Quinn’s aide.”  She paused. “Commander Remmick did not survive though the others were freed of their drone parasites unharmed. Apparently, the ‘drone’ parasites couldn’t function after the destruction of the mother creature and vacated their hosts of their own accord. In truth, one of our mandates while in the Beta Quadrant was not only to cement formal diplomatic ties with the Confederation, but to try to track down the eventual destination of a homing beacon that was transmitted by Remmick before his death. Starfleet believed it to be an area somewhere in the Beta Quadrant.”

Seven went back over her memories that had been assimilated by the Borg from Starfleet officers at Wolf 359, making connections between that and the knowledge accumulated by the greater Collective. “The Borg identify them as Species 075,” she said suddenly, causing Janeway to lift a startled eyebrow.  “They were deemed unsuitable for assimilation due to their requirements for a host form.”

“Plus, I can’t see the Borg liking the competition,” Pulaski broke in dryly. “Don’t they also have a hive mind civilization?”

“An inferior type of communication,” Seven told her with a touch of what might have been arrogance had she paid attention. Across the table, B’Elanna smiled faintly. “Outside of the liquid medium that is their natural habitat, they require their hosts to communicate, unlike the Borg whose thoughts are as one.”

“They manage quite nicely, from what I understand,” B’Elanna said. “How did the Borg encounter them?  Did the Collective invade the Beta Quadrant or did they come to you?”

“Members of Species 075 were assimilated in the Delta Quadrant, along with their host beings, Species 074, which called themselves the Varmuur. All were traveling in a type of ship that the Borg has not encountered before or since, though it was deemed very worthy of assimilation. It was powered by an experimental transwarp unit and was the Borg’s first encounter with the technology. The Collective subsequently improved and perfected the propulsion system to what is currently used by Borg vessels.”

B’Elanna nodded slightly, her dark eyes thoughtful.  “So this Varmuur actually invented the transwarp. Interesting. Perhaps they were testing the transwarp unit in the Beta Quadrant and just ended up in the wrong place at the wrong time. Maybe that’s how they ended up in the Alpha Quadrant as well.”

“Perhaps.” Seven made some adjustments to her padd. “The data indicate a stasis unit containing the creatures was found next to the wreckage of an unknown type of ship on a planet not far from Federation borders. If the hosts were killed in a crash of some kind, the parasites would have retreated to the box to wait for a new set of hosts, which a Starfleet away team so aptly provided.”  She looked up as the door hissed open and Ro reentered the conference room, taking a seat next to Janeway.  "How did you know the Wakardi delegation had been compromised, Commander?”

“Honestly, I didn’t, other than their unusual insistence on having all the senior staff present,” Ro admitted, after a glance at the captain.  Seven realized this would be more an explanation for Janeway than for the rest of the crew at the table.

“It could have been just a cultural requirement but for some reason, their repeated demand for the complete senior staff’s presence set off alarm bells from the moment they stepped on the ship. Prior to our mission here to the Beta Quadrant, I underwent the usual upgrade to my tactical training at Starfleet, which included a refresher on all the data from the HQ Conspiracy. The ornate decorations on the gift box were familiar and I finally remembered I had seen them in Picard’s command logs pertaining to that incident. I realized I only had seconds to act if my suspicions were correct, and though I risked a court martial by stunning the delegation, the other choice of doing nothing seemed more dangerous.”

“You chose correctly, Commander,” Janeway told her, approval strong in her tone.  “Where’s the box now?”

“Dr. Kahn has taken responsibility for it. As a Trill, she has some familiarity with this type of creature, though I don’t think the parasites are very similar to the symbiots. I did brief her fully on how careful she has to be while examining it.  Some of the log entries showed the creatures in action and apparently they can propel themselves good distances. Once they’re on your person, they’re extremely difficult to dislodge before entering the body via the nearest orifice, usually the mouth.”

Pulaski and B’Elanna winced visibly, while Seven considered the prospect of what had almost happened to them with considerable distaste.  Though she wondered if the creatures could actually infiltrate someone with Borg implants. It was possible her nanoprobes would immediately work to repel the invasion, destroying any parasite as they would any other virus or infection.  It was an intriguing line of inquiry to pursue but not at the moment. She turned her attention on the captain, recognizing from her expression that Janeway was outraged, her eyes a dark, stormy gray.

“They were planning to infect the entire senior staff. From there, it would have been a small matter to take over the ship!”

“The ship would undoubtedly only be the first step, Captain,” Jiidan pointed out, his voice brittle and quite unlike his normal tones. Seven realized he was extremely angry, and perhaps even a little afraid. “I require more information regarding your earlier encounters with these creatures.”

“Of course.”  Janeway glanced at Seven who promptly downloaded the required information from the ship’s computer into her padd and passed it down to the Soularri minister. As she did, she noticed the others had also updated their padds and were busily bringing themselves up to speed on the available data, particularly Kelly who had probably still been a child when the attempted invasion of the Federation occurred.

“What now, Captain?” Kelly asked as she scanned the data. “If the official delegation is infected, then we can expect that the entire planet is compromised.”

Seven took note of Janeway’s expression, the tightening around her eyes, the taut set of her mouth, the way her jaw moved slightly, as if she tasted something unpleasant.  “You’re quite right, Number One.”  She lifted her chin and touched the golden comm badge resting on her left breast.  “Helm, break orbit and take up station keeping on the outer rim of the system.”

“The Wakardi will probably object to our taking off with their delegation,” Pulaski said dryly. “The parasites may even realize they’ve been discovered.”

“Probably,” Janeway agreed, “but there’s little they can do about it.  The Wakardi vessels lack the capability to chase us down or engage us in battle with any hope of success. The creatures appear limited to the technology of their hosts.”

“You are assuming this is the only planet involved,” Seven said in the pragmatic tone she utilized whenever she imparted unpleasant information to her captain.  “It is possible this is merely the farthest they have dispersed in this direction, and every planet along any future path we take may also be infected.”

“And some of those planets may possess a higher level of technology,” B’Elanna added.  “Technology that could be on the way here very shortly if the Wakardi parasites can communicate with others of their kind.”

          “Perhaps we should simply return the delegation and withdraw from the area,” Ro suggested.

“Leave the Wakardi to the mercy of the parasites?”  Janeway frowned.  “I don’t like that idea, Commander.”

Seven frowned, uncomfortable with where the captain’s thoughts might be leading. She was all too familiar with that tone, reminded sharply of an encounter with the Borg during their first year mission to the Delta Quadrant. She ended up having to go onto a Borg sphere and altering their computer’s memory banks in an effort to make the Collective think they had already assimilated a planet before they actually did.

“It may be our only option,” she interjected firmly. “They may infect all the Wakardi, and I know of no way to remove parasites from millions of individuals. It is impossible to unassimilate an entire planet.”

Kelly’s green eyes were bright.  “We might not have to,” she said. “Federation scientists speculate that it’s the mother creatures who actually lead each individual colony. Without the queen directing them, the others voluntarily leave their hosts and die. Get rid of the queen, and you'll get rid of the drones spawned by that queen.”

“But a mother creature can't be removed,” Pulaski protested strongly. “According to this, the only way to get rid of a queen is to burn it out...which kills the host.”

“The host is already dead,” Kelly argued. “I don’t think there was anything left of this Commander Remmick by the time that thing got through with him. Did you see how big it was?”

From the heat in the various voices, Seven concluded the senior staff had viewed the logs recording the final encounter where Picard and Riker confronted Remmick. It was fortunate that Starfleet Headquarters maintained monitors in all their communications rooms, or they would have lacked even that limited amount of data regarding the creature. The devastating phaser fire that exploded Remmick’s head and burned away the parasite nesting inside his torso had left little in the way of organic matter for Starfleet scientists to evaluate.

“Nonetheless, before we start randomly burning down sentient beings in the hopes of taking out a queen, I think we need to investigate this situation a little further.” Pulaski’s sarcastic tone was absolutely withering and Seven noted the flush in Kelly’s cheeks.

“The good doctor is quite right,” Janeway said, putting up her hand to calm any emotions that might be rising too quickly.  “But so is Commander Kelly. I don’t want to just walk away from this without exploring every possibility.  We need to discover if there’s anything we can do to free the Wakardi, and we’ll start with the delegates. Kelly, you and Ro are with me. Seven, I want you to find out everything you can about the creatures in your lab. Try to come up with a way to remove the creatures en masse. Commander Torres, we need to be ready for anything, and that includes running for the Confederation if it comes to that.”  Her eyes were unyielding as she regarded her staff.

“Whatever happens, the invasion stops here.  We’re not going to let it expand into the Confederation, and subsequently, into the Federation.”


 
          Kelly always found the lighting in the security center to be slightly dimmer than in the rest of the ship, though she wasn’t sure why. Perhaps it was an attempt to intimidate whomever was being held in the brig at the time. 

Not that the beings currently in the brig appeared to be very intimidated. Rather, they seemed fairly angry at being treated like common criminals. Heirra stood as close to the force field as she could without being repulsed, glaring at the captain and two officers standing just beyond.

By the console, Kelly noticed the assistant security chief M’Reek monitoring the brig controls. He glanced up and met her eyes and she looked away, feeling flustered and uncomfortable. He had been distant lately, ever since she had told him of her growing attachment to him. She told herself bitterly that she should have been content with the casual relationship of physical pleasure they shared, and not expected anything more. That was the story of her life, it seemed. They always came on to her in the beginning, made a big production of how much they cared about her, but once she started to care in return, once she opened up her heart to them, they decided it wasn't anything that they wanted after all.  Then they went off to something and someone else, leaving her alone and hurting, and wondering why she had been so foolish for believing anyone could love her, determined never to be so stupid again.

“Captain Janeway, I demand an explanation for this...” Heirra faltered, seeming unable to come up with a suitable adverb, “horrendous treatment.”

“As I told your associate, we’ve encountered your kind before.”  Janeway’s lips were thin, her words bitten off like pieces of ice. Kelly wondered if almost being invaded by a parasitic creature had actually frightened the captain. She certainly knew it had given her the crawling yips. Even now, the hair was standing up on the back of her neck as she observed the aliens, knowing that their minds weren’t their own, but rather being controlled by bug-like creatures residing inside their skulls.

“The Wakardi have never encountered the Federation---” Heirra began.

“Not the Wakardi, but the creatures you carry within, the creatures actually controlling the hosts. Those, we’re quite familiar with.”

There was a pause as the prisoners exchanged glances, and when Heirra faced them again, there was a subtle change in her features. An impassive coldness prevailed, almost a deadness to the facial muscles, as if, since there was no longer any need for deception, the creature could take complete control rather than merely ’direct’.

          “Very well, release us and return us to our world.  It is clear you do not want our gift.”

“Gift?” Janeway echoed in evident disbelief. “What kind of gift is taking over the bodies and minds of others for your own ends?”

“We wish only peaceful co-existence. When we first encountered the Wakardi a century ago, they were chaotic, disruptive, and dangerous. They lived in a state of constant war amongst their various tribal groupings. Even during times of what they called ’peace’, there were still several ongoing, armed conflicts occurring in various areas of their planet. We brought stability to their world and they have flourished in the years since, both technologically and socially.”

Kelly thought it sounded like a more polite form of ’resistance is futile’ but the end result was just the same. Ro moved up beside the captain and whispered something in her ear, too low for Kelly to catch it.  Frowning, Kelly glanced at Ro who obligingly leaned closer and filled her in.

“According to our scans, Heirra is hosting a mother creature,” she murmured.

Kelly felt her eyebrows raise and her skin crawl as she looked at the leader of the delegation with new eyes. How much of Heirra had the parasite eaten away? And how could the body work with all those organs gone?  Did the parasite’s own organs take over?

She felt like throwing up and swallowed hard.

Janeway positioned herself just outside the forcefield, glaring at the Wakardi as if sheer force of will could make the creature within the host come out and confront her.  “That’s certainly one viewpoint, but I wonder what would happen if the individual you have enslaved could speak.  I wonder what her viewpoint would be?”

Heirra looked at her with scorn. “She would thank us for preventing her species’ inevitable destruction.”

Janeway’s lips parted, about to say something before she seemed to reconsider. Instead, she paused, took a deep breath and offered a smile that Kelly found somewhat out of place. When she spoke, her voice was very mild.

“Perhaps you’re correct.”

Startled, Kelly found herself murmuring a quiet “Captain?” while on the other side, Ro shot Janeway a swift, sharp look before returning her attention to the brig. Janeway’s eyes flicked over to her first officer in an unmistakable expression of warning, and Kelly promptly shut her mouth, though her mind was seething. What was the captain up to?

Heirra appeared vaguely surprised as well. “I’m glad you see it that way, Captain.”

“I’m not saying that we’re going to allow you to infect any of us,” Janeway continued in that calm, reasonable tone, “but it’s undeniable that we know little about you and your kind. Our primary mission has always been to explore new life and new civilizations. To deny ourselves the opportunity out of fear would give no honor to the ideals we profess to hold.”

“Then you'll release us?”

“What I’m offering is an exchange.  We’ll resume orbit around Wakira Prime, continue to treat you as guests, a delegation of your people as it were, while we learn more about you. In return, you will make no attempt to retrieve your...’gift’, nor will you take any threatening or inappropriate action against the crew or our Confederacy guest. Is this acceptable?”

Heirra looked suspicious. “Why not simply return us to our home and be done with it?”

Janeway’s features hardened. “You made a blatant attempt to hijack our ship by taking over the senior staff during a diplomatic negotiation.  In many cultures, that’s considered a formal declaration of war. I’m offering you the opportunity to continue a diplomatic exchange of ideas. If that’s not acceptable, then I must approach the situation from a position of aggression and you’ll be considered prisoners of war.”

Put that way, Kelly suspected that Heirra had little choice. She wasn’t entirely sure what the captain was up to but she had come to trust Janeway to a certain extent over the past few months.  She simply didn’t believe Janeway was so gullible or bound to Starfleet principles that she’d let the Wakardi run about the ship without proper supervision.  She didn’t like the idea of letting them out of the brig at all, of course, but she was willing to go along with it for now.

“You will have an honor guard attending to you at all times,” Janeway added smoothly, “and your individual quarters will be shielded by the appropriate medical quarantine forcefields. All negotiations will take place in a similarly shielded briefing room, and once they're complete, we’ll return you to your planet unharmed. You have my word as a Starfleet officer and a representative of the Federation.” She hesitated. “I cannot speak for the Confederation in this matter, of course, but I will speak to the Minister on your behalf.”

Heirra looked at the others in her group and opened her mouth. An odd, low-level buzz, shading almost into a screech, issued from her lips, and Kelly’s skin did its best to crawl off her body and across the deck to huddle in the corner. Janeway winced visibly, and Ro set her teeth though she didn’t take her eyes off the prisoners. Obviously, this was the parasites’ true form of communication, one that defied the Starfleet translator’s abilities to decode, and after a few more painful exchanges, Heirra finally dipped her head and faced the captain.

“I accept your terms, Captain Janeway.”

Janeway motioned to Ro with a slight gesture of her hand. “Please see that our guests are escorted to the quarters we made up for them and be sure they have the proper attendants present.”  Another way of telling Ro to keep a security team on them at all times. Ro hesitated briefly, a troubled expression in her dark eyes, but she nodded and went over to M’Reek, speaking intently to him, too low for anyone else to hear.

Kelly stood by quietly, frowning as the force field was dispersed and several security officers escorted the Wakardi delegation from the room.  After they left, she turned expectantly to the captain. Ro was already speaking with her.

“Captain, are you completely sure about this?”

“Laren, we don’t know enough about these creatures,” Janeway told her. “Now that we know they exist, this will allow us a closer look at how the creatures interact with their hosts. It may give us a key in how to remove them.”

Kelly wondered if this was a moment where she needed to play devil’s advocate and offer an opposing view to her captain.  She was with her on wanting those things dead and gone, but she also remembered that there were certain other factors involved.

“This may be a matter of the Prime Directive, Captain,” she heard herself saying, hardly able to believe what was coming out of her mouth. “The Wakardi have not requested that we free them. Even in the event we do come up with a quick and easy way to remove the parasites, are we then supposed to stay around until they manage to rebuild their society that has been directed by the parasites for decades?”

Janeway’s expression was unfamiliar, and it took Kelly a moment to realize it was actually approval, albeit, surprised approval. “Those are good points, Commander. We have no idea how extensive this infestation is. If it is only key politicians who are controlled, like Heirra, then we’ll essentially be destroying their government if we chose to act against them. That’s not something to be taken lightly no matter what the circumstances.”

Ro frowned at them both. “I would think the hosts want these things gone, but how can they ask if they're infested?”

“That’s why we have to find out exactly what we’re dealing with.”  Janeway’s fingertips touched lightly on Ro’s shoulder.  “I want you to keep a close eye on them, Laren. Any sign that they’re up to something, you have my authorization to act in any manner you see fit.”

“I understand, Captain.” Ro looked pleased at the blanket authority offered to handle things her way if necessary.

“Number One, you’re with me.”

Kelly fell into step with Janeway as they left the security section. On the turbolift, Janeway instructed it to take them to the bridge. As the lift began to ascend, the captain turned to Kelly.  “I need you to go down to the planet and check things out.”

That wasn’t exactly on Kelly’s list of preferred things to do, but she also recognized that Janeway was giving her a mission, her trust as it were, and that was not something to dismiss lightly, particularly after she had worked so hard to earn it the past few months.  So instead of the objections she wanted to offer, she merely nodded.

“Alone?”

“No, but neither do I want a lot of my people down there. We need to know if there’s any sign of rebellion against these things. Is everyone infested? If not, does the average Wakardi citizen know about the creatures in their midst? It’s a reconnaissance mission, nothing more.  I heard you were good at those.”

Kelly felt a sliver of pride ripple through her.  “I am, but Captain, I’d like to take Ro with me. She has the most familiarity with this sort of mission.”

“I’d rather she be on the ship monitoring things, but you’re right, she’s the best for the job and she can’t be in two places at once. I’ll have to trust that she’s taught her people well.”

“I’d also like an experienced science officer along.”

Janeway’s expression did not alter, but there was a barely detectable pause before she spoke. “Lt. Wildman is the head of biometrics and has a great deal of experience in xeobiological surveys.”

Kelly had been hoping for Lt. Hansen, but she supposed it would be a bit much for the captain to volunteer her wife for what could be a dangerous mission. Samantha Wildman was probably the next best thing. “Very well, Captain.  When would you like us to go?”

“Right away. Check with sickbay. They’ll be able to disguise you so that you’ll look like a Wakardi.”  Janeway hesitated. “And not just a Wakardi.”

Kelly nodded.  “I was thinking the same thing, Captain. Supposedly being infested might get us into places we wouldn’t otherwise have access to.”

“No heroics, Commander. I need you all back safe.”

“Understood.”
         The turbolift stopped and Janeway stepped off onto the bridge. Before the doors slid shut, she glanced back and offered an encouraging smile that was surprisingly welcome. Then Kelly inhaled deeply and tapped her communicator.
          "Commander Ro, I need to see you in sickbay immediately. We have a mission."



Their quarters were empty when Janeway finally made it back. Though it was only midway through the beta shift, she didn’t think Seven was working late. Surprised, she lifted her head. “Computer, locate Seven of Nine.”

“Seven of Nine is in her quarters.”

Frowning, Janeway checked the bedroom and the ensuite before realizing where she had to be. Attached to their quarters, accessed by a door between the kitchenette and the dining nook, a lush garden…a Valentine’s Day present from the captain…had been incorporated into the ship’s design. Seven often spent her free time amid the growing things that were a decided contrast in surroundings to all her years as a technical being with the Borg. 

Sure enough, Janeway discovered Seven sitting peacefully beneath the apple tree that was the centerpiece of the garden, her legs crossed and hands resting palm up on her knees, her face in calm repose as she meditated. Nearby, a tiny waterfall cascaded into a picturesque fountain, offering a soothing melody of sound. Stealthily, Janeway took a seat on the wooden bench and watched her with quiet enjoyment. It had been Sek/Kes who had taught Seven how to meditate on Voyager, though it hadn’t been anything she utilized often. It was only in recent months that Seven had begun meditating on a regular basis. Janeway wasn’t entirely sure why, but if it granted Seven a sense of peace and stability, then she was all for it.  She even wondered if she should take up the practice.

Seven had exchanged her dress uniform for dark pants and a simple, wine shaded blouse that left her forearms bare, and displayed a dipping neckline to reveal the beginning of generous cleavage. Janeway regretted that she wouldn’t have a chance to remove those dress whites, but Seven still looked good enough to eat, her long hair cascading in a golden flow over her shoulders and back.

As if detecting Janeway’s presence and quickening desire, Seven’s eyes popped opened, cool pools of blue that analyzed the captain in a heartbeat. A small smile lifted the corner of her full lips.

“Kathryn.”

“Do you know how gorgeous you are?”

The gray curve of ocular implant rose slightly. “I am fully aware of how amorous you are.”

“I’m amorous because you’re gorgeous.” Janeway offered her most charming leer.

“A somewhat superficial reason to be attracted to me, but it shall do for now.”

Janeway smiled broadly and rose from the bench, moving over to the soft turf beneath the spreading branches of the tree. It was in full bloom and the sweet perfume of blossoms filled her nostrils as she sank down into Seven’s lap.  With a happy sigh, she slipped her arms around Seven’s neck and rested her head on the strong shoulder, burying her face in the warm skin of her throat.

“God, I love this.”

Seven’s arms tightened around her, and Janeway felt her lips brush lightly over her forehead and temple. “I love you.”

Janeway relaxed, feeling her muscles grow slack as Seven supported her, leaning back against the solid truck of the tree.  There was plenty of ship’s business that she needed to discuss with her, particularly pertaining to the parasites, but for the moment, Janeway allowed herself to bask in Seven’s warm embrace, shutting away the universe outside the confines of this artificial park. Perhaps it had been a gift intended only for Seven, but there was no question that Janeway enjoyed and needed this small slice of paradise just as much.

“Busy day,” she murmured.

“Unquestionably.” Seven kissed the top of her head. “Do you wish to discuss it?”

Janeway groaned softly in negation.

“Is anything wrong?” There was a note of concern in Seven’s voice.

“I just want you to hold me.”

“As long as required, my Kathryn.”

 Janeway took that as permission not to be captain for a little while longer, a valuable and cherished gift that only Seven could grant her. She had always possessed such special ability but Janeway was aware of it now more than ever, accepting of its power and fully surrendering to it, less inclined to struggle against whether she should allow it of herself or not.  Overhead, she could hear the flow of air in the leaves of the tree, the circulation provided by the ship’s vents located at the top of the high bulkheads making it sound like an actual breeze. Beneath her cheek, the steady throb of Seven’s heart beat in her ear and flooded her with contentment, making her feel safe and loved.

She no longer felt worried or weary or any of the other things that had plagued her when she walked into the quarters. Perhaps she did meditate, after all, she decided happily, just not in the way other people did.  Her meditation merely required the strong arms of her beloved surrounding her and the heady fragrance of Seven’s scent filling her lungs with every slow, measured breath. And with her eyes closed, she could almost believe she was on the farm in Indiana, with no demands on her, no need to worry about a ship or crew, having no more cares than what she should have for dinner.

Speaking of which. Her eyes opened and she drew back from Seven slightly, just enough so that she could deliver a lengthy, loving and slightly lascivious kiss. “Hmm,” she murmured when they finally parted.  “What’s for dinner?”

“Whatever you wish,” Seven told her as she uncoiled from the ground, lifting Janeway up at the same time until they were both standing on their feet.

Tucking her arm in the crook of Seven’s elbow, Janeway walked with her back to their quarters, the gravel of the path crunching beneath their feet. “What about something exotic, like Vulcan or Bajoran?”

“Or Orion?”

Janeway felt a pleasant thrill go through her. “Or Orion,” she agreed readily.

Something light and flavorful that could be fed to each other in small pieces by their fingers seemed just the thing to finish her day properly. She didn’t want to have to think about the parasites that infested the planet below, and worse, what she might have to do about them...assuming she could do anything.

As Seven started replicating the various finger foods, Janeway set up the coffee table with glasses and a bottle of wine. Cushions were tossed onto the deck where they could recline in comfort, and Janeway slipped out of her boots, wiggling her toes with relief as she leaned back against the base of the couch.  She sipped from her glass, smiling briefly as Seven deposited a platter of meat and cheese pastries along with another of sliced vegetables and fruit. After going back to retrieve a multi-sectioned dish containing a variety of dips ranging from spicy to sweet, Seven lowered herself to the pillows next to Janeway.

“What troubles you, Kathryn?”

Janeway resisted the urge to sigh as she savored a bite-sized morsel that combined spinach, cheese and some kind of meat inside the pastry pocket.  “Just the usual,” she replied after she swallowed a sip of wine. “Whatever happens over the next few days, I’m going to have to make some hard decisions.”

Seven nodded thoughtfully as she slipped her arm around Janeway’s shoulders, pulling her close.  “I understand. Even if we can find ways to remove the parasites, how many planets in this sector have been compromised?”

Janeway lifted a finger to rub her right temple fretfully. “Exactly. Are we supposed to clear out an entire sector? Find their home world and destroy it? The time and resources to carry out such an effort are beyond Millennium’s capability or mandate. Then there’s the question of whether we even should or not.”

Seven blinked, surprised. “There is an ethical reason not to?”

“Not just ethical reasons, but also procedural ones.” Janeway sighed.  “Like it or not, the parasites are sentient. We may not like their methods of conquest or how they conduct their civilization in the aftermath, but no one has formally asked us to intervene, and even if the Wakardi somehow could, I’m not sure the Prime Directive would allow for it.”

“I understand. Any worlds already infested by Species 075 may be inviolate,” Seven said. “Indeed, Starfleet did not intervene when the Cardassians occupied Bajor because Bajor was not a member of the Federation. They could not even offer any assistance until the Cardassians had been overthrown by the Bajoran freedom fighters.”

“I don’t like it, but that’s the way it is.”  Janeway shook her head as she retrieved another cheese pastry.  “And although our treaty with the Confederacy includes a mutual defense pact, that doesn’t necessarily include interfering with their neighbors, even at their request. This may be a Beta Quadrant problem that doesn’t concern us other than making sure the Federation is protected from any future invasion.”

“But what if Jiidan requests our assistance?” Seven stroked Janeway’s hair lightly, tangling her fingers in the auburn strands.  “Not directly, but indirectly.”

“What do you mean?”

“If we determine a way to remove the parasites without harming the hosts on a global level, we wouldn’t have to utilize the technique ourselves. We could offer it to the Confederacy, just as you offered modified nanoprobe technology to the Borg in order to fight Species 8472.”

Janeway tried not to wince, though she felt the comment in the pit of her stomach like a sharp thrust of a knife. “That isn’t really a good example, Seven,” she admitted reluctantly. “In fact, I was forgiven that violation by Starfleet as a ’necessary command decision in the field’ when in reality, they could have just as easily court-martialed me for it instead.”

Seven blinked. “You never told me that,” she said slowly after a moment.

“It wasn’t anything I was particularly proud of.”

“Yet, you would do it again if the circumstances were the same.” Seven eyed her knowingly.

“You’re probably right,” Janeway agreed with a sigh, “but knowing what I know now, I’m not sure these circumstances warrant similar actions.”

“Because it is not our ship or the Federation that is directly endangered by the parasites?”

Janeway shot her a sharp look but Seven’s face was innocent and she realized it was an honest observation, not one designed to prick her assumptions as other comments by her spouse could often be.  She dipped her head. “Partly, but there would be some who would counter that by claiming that not helping the Confederacy would be opening the way to the parasites for a future takeover of the Federation.”

“The Confederacy does not possess slipstream technology,” Seven pointed out. “Other than our communications array and visits by starships like Millennium, there is no danger to the Federation at all. Even the initial incursion by the parasites seems more an accident of circumstances than a concentrated attempt to invade the Alpha Quadrant.”

“Provided their transwarp technology doesn’t progress any further,” Janeway reminded her. “Then they can reach us easily.”

“The Borg enabled the technology to work properly because of the contribution from many other assimilated species. It is unlikely that the Varmuur will advance any further in the technology without such assistance. Otherwise, the parasites would be more widespread.”

Janeway shook her head fretfully. “We have no idea how widespread these things really are in this sector, or even how they go about deciding how and where to expand next.  That’s why we need to know more.”

“Is that not why you dispatched the away team to the planet?”

         “That doesn’t mean they’ll come up with all the answers.” Janeway exhaled softly. “In fact, let’s hope they don’t find out more than we bargained for.”


         Seven recycled the last of the dishes and ran a cloth over the counter in a final cleanup. Janeway had already retired to the bedroom where Seven knew she would be waiting with amorous intent, having easily read the signs all evening. She wasn’t adverse to that, but she did need a moment to herself to think about other things. It continued to bother her that she had hurt Janeway so badly in recent weeks. She still believed she had a right to be angry over the circumstances but she realized she had reacted to the anger in an inappropriate manner by seeking out Lenara Kahn for comfort.

She could not change what she had done, but if she could fully understand why she had pursued that particular course of action, then she would be unlikely to repeat such behavior. Even if part of it was trying to hurt Kathryn in the most efficient manner, there might be more to it, and she wondered if she needed to speak with Kes about it. Though not as comfortable and trusting with the Ocampa as she had been with her holographic counterpart, Sek, she had reached the point where she could accept any advice the counselor offered and perhaps even allow her close enough to accomplish some valuable insight into her psyche.

Her still developing psyche. Seven considered that for a long moment, wondering why that particular point had floated up in her mind and what relevance it could hold. She finally decided that it would be wise to discuss it with Kes. After all, that would be where the counselor could help her the most.

Shrugging lightly, she put away the cloth and moved toward the bedroom, glancing at Janeway who looked up from the book she was reading. The garish cover displayed a bearded civil war soldier embracing a voluptuous southern belle whose generous cleavage was in grave danger of spilling out over the low cut dress, undoubtedly because of the improbable bent over backward position in which the man had placed her. Seven resisted the urge to shudder at such puerile data being absorbed by Janeway even as she tolerated the guilty pleasure the captain experienced while indulging in historical romances. At least, she no longer regularly participated in holographic versions of such novels, Seven reminded herself philosophically.

“A moment, Kathryn.”

“Take your time.”

The offhandedness of the comment was not at all indicative of Janeway’s true feelings, Seven knew and she felt vaguely amused as she entered the ensuite. With pleasant anticipation, she took care of her few ablutions before returning to the bedroom where Janeway lounged beneath the sheets, the book no longer visible. Seven wondered if she had been reading a ‘dirty part’ prior to putting it away. Or perhaps it was merely Seven’s appearance that caused the high color in Janeway’s high cheekbones, the visibly increased respiration and the defined glint in the bluish eyes.

          “Hello, darling.”

Seven smiled and slipped out of the robe, easing into the midnight blue Starfleet-issued sheets, but to her surprise, Janeway didn’t immediately reach out for her. Glancing over quizzically, Seven saw that Janeway was now on her side, regarding her with quiet intent, chin resting on the palm of her bent elbow. Her eyes seemed to glimmer in the lowered illumination and Seven lifted her hand to gently stroke curve of her face, fingertips light on the soft skin.

“Kathryn?”

          “Just appreciating the sight of you.”

“Indeed.” Seven slipped her palm around Janeway’s ear to the back of her head, pulling her close in a warm, melting kiss. Her lips were so soft, yielding to Seven, and she deepened the exchange, enjoying the play of Kathryn’s tongue against her own.

She was pleased by the captain’s restraint, well aware of her level of desire, yet Janeway was apparently willing to indulge in these moments of tender anticipation, showing how much she cherished Seven rather than merely wanting her. Seven didn’t know how long they kissed, only knowing there was something extremely intoxicating about it before Janeway finally made a soft sound at the back of her throat, almost entreating, and Seven immediately molded herself against her body.

“What?” she murmured quietly.

          “Nothing, just thinking that perhaps you have to almost lose something to know how precious it really is.”

Seven responded with another kiss, running her hands down the smooth line of Janeway's back, fingertips bumping over the spinal ridges. The gentle curves of her breasts flattened against Seven’s more full ones as they clung together, their kisses becoming forceful, almost dueling in their desire.  Janeway moaned softly, falling back onto the mattress as Seven pressed her down, easing over on top of her. Her legs spread, falling apart naturally to support Seven’s groin on the cradle of her pelvis and Seven made a small sound of joy, pushing against the tender flesh rhythmically with her mound.

“Oh, darling, can you...” Janeway’s voice trailed off as she tried to breathe and Seven caught her breath at the chill of pleasure that fissured through her, knowing exactly what she wanted.

Lifting up, she positioned herself so that they were connected intimately, legs entangled, ridge skidding over ridge in delightful friction, moisture mingling to make everything wonderfully wet and slick. Seven was always required to take the lead in this position, being far more flexible and controlled than Janeway but even she couldn’t maintain it before the sheer intensity got the best of her. This was no different and soon she had to relinquish her posture, falling onto Janeway’s breasts, licking and mouthing her nipples avidly as her right hand quickly sought out the juncture of her legs, fingers fondling the sensitive bundle of nerves fervently before plunging deeply into the warmth of her body.

Janeway arched and groaned and muttered incoherent comments that indicated her steadily increasing desire. Gripping Seven’s shoulders tightly, her nails dug in slightly as it grew more overwhelming.  Seven could feel the sharp pricks as the skin was broken, but she didn’t cease, taking an odd sort of pride in the small pains. Then Janeway was there, trembling violently in release, a guttural groan that reverberated from the very pit of her stomach.

Feeling rather gratified herself, Seven pulled Janeway close in the aftermath, cuddling her as she went boneless in her arms, a perfectly sated smile of bliss on her face. There was an intense satisfaction in knowing how much she could pleasure Janeway, and it was times like these that Seven completely understood the smug look that occasionally appeared on the captain’s face after making love.

“Wonderful.”

Seven nuzzled her lightly. “I am pleased you enjoyed it.”

Janeway opened her eyes and studied her for a moment. “What about you?”

“Oh, I enjoyed it as well.”

Janeway chuckled huskily. “No, I mean, what do you need, my love?”

Seven considered the possibilities.

“Perhaps if you would…” Her voice lowered and she completed the thought via a soft whisper in Janeway’s ear.

“Oh, my.”

Much later, she lay back against the sheets, heart slowly beginning to ease its pounding, her respiration finally reaching a point that she wasn’t gasping for every breath. Janeway could certainly look as smug as she wanted at this point, Seven decided, because she had more than earned the right. Vaguely, she was aware of Janeway pulling the sheets up over their bodies and asking the computer to lower the temperature of the room two degrees.

“Darling?”

“Yes, Kathryn?” Weakly, she lifted her hand and stoked Janeway’s hair where her head rested on her breastbone, the rest of her warm body pressed close to Seven’s side.
          “Are you going to sleep?”

“I am merely recovering.” Seven exhaled slowly, feeling a pleasant yet insistent lassitude seep through her body.  “Did you wish to converse?” Sometimes the energy and endurance of her compact spouse staggered her, particularly when she compared what should have been mere flesh and bone to cybernetic implants and Borg nanoprobes.

“Not if you’re sleepy.”

Seven lifted her eyebrow, assessed the tone of the comment and sent a fleeting thought to her cortical node to release more nanoprobes into her system, chasing away the fatigue dragging her down. “I am not sleepy,” she said truthfully.

Janeway sighed and didn’t speak for several minutes. Seven wondered if she had drifted off and contemplated the most efficient way to toss her out of bed and on to floor.

“Kathryn?”

“Sorry, darling. Just organizing my thoughts.”

“Are you about to make some kind of presentation to me?”

Janeway lifted her head and looked at her. Seven could see her easily in the lowered illumination, her eyes a warm blue with a faint shade of gray that indicated she was slightly troubled.  “Are you being sarcastic?”

Seven, about to respond tartly in order to continue the parrying of wits with her, reconsidered and said instead, “What troubles you, Kathryn?”

“Just wondering if I did the right thing by sending Kelly down to the planet.”

“Ah. Do you have doubts about her proficiency regarding the mission?”

“No, that’s actually the strange part. I’m convinced that this military type of operation is precisely the kind she’s good at.  Plus, with Ro and Samantha Wildman along, I have no worries that she’ll go off half cocked on her own.”

Seven hesitated. “Half cocked? What does that mean, Kathryn?”

Janeway made a sound of startled amusement. “Sorry, darling. I meant that she would operate without a plausible plan of action.”

“And half cocked means that? What does fully cocked mean?”

“Oh, God, it means…uh, just a second while I think about it.  It’s an expression but I’m not entirely sure of the origin.”

“Is it a sexual reference regarding masculine appendages?”

Janeway laughed.  “No, I don’t think so.”  She paused.  “I think it has to do with ancient weaponry.  A gun, similar to the ones we used in the holoprogram with the riverboat, has to be prepared prior to firing. Pulling back the ‘hammer’ is called ‘cocking’.  If a gun is ‘half-cocked’ it is more likely to be discharged accidentally and is negligently dangerous.”

“Interesting. And you believe that Kelly would do this?”

“No, I don’t think she will, that’s my point. I’m completely confident in her abilities to carry out the mission.”

“Then what concerns you?”

Janeway sobered and stared into the darkness.  Seven waited patiently, observing her profile, which was clearly visible to her optical implant despite the lowered illumination.

“I think I may have sent her off without the best away team possible.”

Seven considered the words, and more importantly, Janeway’s tone. There was an undercurrent of shame present, regret and dismay at some self-revelation. “Explain.”

“She asked for an experienced science officer. I recommended Lt. Wildman.”

“Lt. Wildman is exceptionally competent in her abilities, particularly on away missions dealing with alien cultures.”

“Yes, but she wasn’t the best option available.” Janeway lifted her head, peering at Seven though she doubted Kathryn could see her very well in the darkness.  “You are.”

Seven blinked, surprised.  “You are correct, I am superior to Lt. Wildman in this regard.” It was said without pride, merely a statement of fact as Seven saw it.  “Why did you not…” She hesitated, considering it and finally understanding what had happened.  She felt a sliver of anger resonate through her at what was an ongoing…if minor…conflict between them. “You did not want me to go on the mission.”

“No, I didn’t.” Janeway’s tone was hard, but it was directed at herself rather than being defensive toward Seven.  “It was a mistake.  It’s one I’ve made before and one I’m very much afraid I’ll make again.  I’m simply not objective when it comes to you and your safety. I have no excuse, particularly when I think about Naomi. If anything were to happen to Samantha…”

          Seven felt her anger dissipate at the very real guilt in Janeway’s voice and pulled her close.  “I spoke with Samantha prior to her transport to the planet,” she assured her quietly. “She was very excited about joining the mission. I know that sometimes she feels that she does not have the opportunity to contribute to away missions as much as she would like. This will grant her some valuable experience.”

          ”That doesn’t make what I did any better.”

“No, but sometimes you can do the right thing for the wrong reason. That does not make it any less right.”

Janeway hugged Seven tightly, almost fiercely. “I know I can’t protect you, as much as I would like to.”

“No, but neither can I protect you, particularly during a major crisis, so perhaps we can only indulge our protective natures during small incidents such as these.”

“So you forgive me?” Janeway asked wistfully.

“Of course. Do you forgive yourself?”

“I suppose I have to, don’t I? Especially if you tell me to.”

“I do.” Seven nuzzled her tenderly.  “Go to sleep, Kathryn. It will be better in the morning.”
            And as Janeway drifted off in her arms, Seven waited patiently for the alertness caused by her boost of nanoprobes to wear off so that she could sleep as well.


Kelly felt the top of her head, her fingers sliding over the smooth skin of her skull and hoped Pulaski was correct when she said there was a method to revese the cosmetic procedure as easily as it was to create it. Turning away from the window that looked out over the town square, she glanced around the hotel room where they were currently holed up. The Wakardi culture was approximate to Earth's mid-21st Century technology, an amazingly secure and peaceable society, with little in the way of crime and no conflicts reported anywhere on the planet, just as the parasites had stated in the brig. In any given location, the away team could detect the creatures infesting various key government officials, including the presence of one or more mother creatures in the larger cities, though it appeared that the average citizen was unaware of their existence. Kelly found that rather interesting because it led to the inevitable question of what would their reaction be if they knew? Would there be worldwide panic and consternation? Or perhaps she was underestimating the Wakardi.  Perhaps they would collectively shrug, conclude they were better off, and go back to their own personal pursuits.

          She did know one thing they couldn’t find was any trace of a resistance group against the planetary government, and that was very uncommon. Even in the most stable of societies, there were always a few malcontents no matter how limited they might be in number. But there was absolutely nothing here, which meant either all citizens loved their government…very unlikely…or the parasites were very efficient at rooting out the slightest hint of sedition and removing it.

          Kelly suspected the latter.  Whatever benefits the parasites might bring, their incursion into the Federation showed they were utterly ruthless. Plus, this place was just too peaceful, particularly for a species that had experienced conflict and intertribal wars so recently in their past. From what the away team could discover in various historical archives around the planet, all conflict ended a half century earlier, with an encounter with an alien vessel that had crashed on their main continent. In the decade that followed, the Wakardi made rapid progress to a global peace and developed into the society they were today. Historians had concluded the Wakardi had experienced a world-wide shock to their collective system, a ‘wake-up call’ as it were, that their warlike ways had no place in a greater universe that supported many other species, any one of whom could be more powerful and dangerous than they were. Being united as a people was their only true form of defence.

          Though the away team thought it had less to do with such noble aspirations and more to do with the parasites taking over key government officials in various parts of the world and working together to create a society in which they could thrive.

          The sound of the door made Kelly reach for the phaser concealed in her cloak, wrapping her fingers around it tightly before relaxing as Ro and Wildman entered. Ro looked completely comfortable as a Wakardi, and if it weren’t for the familiar features…albeit, lacking the Bajoran ridge…Kelly wouldn’t know her as anything other than what she was pretending to be. She suspected she and Wildman were far more awkward in their approach to infiltration, though so far, there had been no indication of suspicion from anyone.

          “Anything new?”

          Ro dropped her satchel, a beaded variety of the type many Wakardi utilized, onto the table and shook her head with an air of weariness. “Not beyond what we already know. The town’s mayor, deputy mayor and treasurer are all compromised, but no one else appears to be. We can’t detect any mother creature. This town is probably too small for one.”

          “Why does no one notice? The neck tubules if nothing else.” Fretfully, Kelly sat down at the table and poured some fruit juice  from the cooled pitcher resting on the surface into three glasses. Both away team members looked a little warm since the current climate wasn’t conducive to cloaks.

          Wildman offered a grateful look as she drank the reddish liquid. A solidly built woman with blonde hair, she tended to be reserved, but possessed a vibrant sense of humor. Kelly rather liked her. She may not have possessed all of Lt. Hansen’s abilities, but she was competent and genuinely pleased to have been assigned to the away team.

          “The Wakardi prefer long hair as a rule, even the males, and that keeps the back of their necks covered most of the time,” Wildman offered. “Also, most of those infested usually don’t have families so it’s not as if anyone would get close enough to notice under normal circumstances.”

          “And that’s not a sign as well?”

          “Apparently it’s preferred by the voters that their representative not have family ties,” Ro said as she settled onto the sofa, shooting her a sardonic look.  “They tend to elect a single person before a married one. I’m not sure if that’s normal to the Wakardi culture or introduced by the parasites when they first infiltrated them. I don’t think it would be too hard to introduce the concept that those without personal ties would be better able to concentrate on their responsibility to the people than those with families.”

          Kelly thought about it. “That’s true in some cultures in the Federation as well.”

          “Then there are those for whom family and clan ties are predominant and a single person would never be able to hold office. The Klingons, for example, believe that anyone unable to maintain a strong clan would be unable to be a strong ruler for his or her people.” Wildman shifted in her chair to look at Ro.  “Speaking of families, Commander, I haven’t had the chance before now to congratulate you.”

          To Kelly’s surprise, Ro suddenly looked bashful, and her skin took on a decidedly pinkish glow. “Thank you, Lieutenant,” she said shortly, in a tone that Kelly had difficulty recognizing. It sound embarrassed, yet at the same time, there was an undercurrent of pride and joy present. She frowned.

          Wildman must have noted the confusion because she reached over and patted the first officer on the arm.  “Commander Ro is about to become a mother.”

          Kelly was glad she wasn’t drinking any of the fruit juice. As it was, she choked involuntarily.  “You’re pregnant?!?”  It was so far out of the realm of anything she thought she knew about the security chief that she could only gape stupidly at Ro.

          Ro’s dark eyes narrowed slightly, but she inclined her head slightly. “No,” she said coolly. “B’Elanna is.”

          Kelly felt her face burn. “I’m sorry, Commander that was…it was a stupid comment. I was just surprised.”  She swallowed hard, feeling gauche. “Congratulations.”

          There was a bit of an awkward pause and Wildman finally broke it by motioning to the communications device that came with the hotel room. “Let’s order up some dinner. I’m tired of trying to eat in restaurants and eavesdrop at the same time. I can’t enjoy my food.”

          Kelly nodded, seizing on the suggestion like a lifeline. “Excellent idea. Lieutenant, you seem to have the best grasp of their menu selections.”

          “It may even be tasty,” Wildman said with a grin.

          At this point, Kelly would settle for edible. She thought the hardest thing about reconnaissance missions was finding something to eat. All species had their own tastes and flavors and while it was easy to make sure meals were compatible to their digestive systems, it was a lot harder to find something palatable.

          As Wildman busied herself with the online menu at the communications console, Kelly moved over and took a seat next to Ro. “Really, Commander, I’m very happy for you.”

          “Thank you.” Ro said dryly. “So I guess this doesn’t fit into your preconceptions of what a security chief should be.” As Kelly struggled to find a response, Ro finally let her off the hook by smiling. “Honestly, Kiara, don’t worry about it.  I never thought of myself as parent material either…until I settled down with B’Elanna. In any event, the best security chief I know has always had a family. He said it made him more perceptive of the motivations of certain individuals. What people wouldn’t do out of loyalty to an organization or to a chain of command, they would do in a heartbeat if it meant protecting their family unit.”

          “I hope that isn’t why you’re having a kid…to gain a greater perception of others.’

           “No, it’s simply because it’s the right time. We both want it.”

          “Does the captain know?”

          Ro actually laughed. “There’s very little that gets by Janeway on the ship. She was one of the first to know and she actually asked me when I was going to announce it.”

          Kelly thought about that. “I guess I never considered families as being compatible with being a Starfleet officer.”

          “If I may speak freely, Commander?” Ro glanced briefly over her shoulder. Wildman had finished ordering and had disappeared into one of the bedrooms, leaving the senior officers to their conversation.

          “Of course, always, you know that, Ro.”

          “Honestly, you need to stop going into things with preconceived notions. They rarely hold up and usually get you into trouble.  The great thing about Janeway is she always tries to leave her options open for as long as possible.”

<>          Because she admired and respected Ro so much, Kelly was able to consider her words in a way that she wouldn’t have been able to had it come from someone else…someone like Janeway, which she supposed sort of proved Ro’s point. “That’s why we’re down here, isn’t it?  Her leaving her options open?”

          “Exactly. Another captain might have refused to learn anything about the parasites before trying to destroy them simply because of what happened in the Federation. It’s a great captain who can search for other ways to resolve a situation before going with a decision that can’t be undone.”

          “She doesn’t think I can make a good first officer.”

          “Oh, I suspect she left that open, too, mostly for you to prove her wrong.” Ro offered an encouraging smile. “Listen, during our last mission into the Delta Quadrant, our first officer was a man named Zar Tulek. He looks like a Cardassian, even though he’s a Bajoran hybrid, so right away, a lot of us in the crew were very uncomfortable with him, even hostile, particularly me. It took a while to get past the surface to realize how outstanding an officer and person he was. Janeway may have held the same reservations, because she’s been a prisoner of the Cardassians in the past, but from the very start, she never treated him any different than the rest of her crew.”

          Kelly blinked at the information about Janeway and decided that she needed to study the captain’s record a great deal more carefully. Read between the lines of the reported incidents rather than simply accept the blandly worded Starfleet documents at face value. She also wondered what her response would have been to this Zar Tulek, and realized it would have been the same as the members of the crew who would have been openly hostile. It wasn’t something she was proud of, whereas before, she might have considered it a matter of being cautious.

          “Where is he now?”

          “He’s the captain of Voyager.  He learned a lot from Janeway. You can, too.”

          “I am trying, Ro,” Kelly admitted, somewhat bashfully. “I know that a lot of my thinking when I first came on board was pretty stupid.”

          “Not stupid, just...like I said, preconceived. Get over that and you’ll be ahead of the game.”

          Kelly shot her a surreptitious glance sideways.  “Why are you doing this?  You’ve been trying to help me from the moment I came on board even when I was a complete idiot.”

          Ro lifted a brow, a small smile curving the corner of her mouth.  “To be honest, you kind of remind me of me, when I was your age. I was just as big an idiot, but fortunately, someone took me under his wing and believed in me. You just have to allow yourself the same opportunity."
         Kelly wondered if it were really that easy.



          Janeway regarded Nechayev's image on the viewscreen in her ready room, noting that there was a little static in the transmission from Earth, causing the image to resonate slightly. That was to be expected since it was being bounced through four communications relays and two different quadrants. She was suddenly reminded that it wasn't so long ago on Voyager that she would have given anything for even the most static filled communication from the Federation.

         “So you believe you have a way to remove the mother creatures?” Nechayev’s blonde Slavic features were very thoughtful.

          “We have a way to kill them,” Janeway corrected. “Seven…Lt. Hansen…with assistance from Dr. Kahn, has come up with a way to calibrate the sensors to pinpoint their particular bioelectrical energy patterns, which differ from the drones. By targeting those patterns on the planet, we can transmit a plasma based signal that will disrupt their biomolecular fields and kill them instantly, unfortunately, killing their hosts as well. In turn, their particular colony of drones will be nullified, forcing them out of their respecitve hosts. But the question